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For a Friend

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Something bad has happened. I was angry. Still am sort of. It is more like I have spurts of sadness and then anger. Didn't know that when this happened it would hurt this bad. You grew in my life but I wasn't as honest with you as I thought. I didn't say things because I didn't want to push you away. Well that back fired. You will probably never read this but this song is track 1. I am sorry for not being honest with you about my anger. But I am still not leaving. You don't realize how much I wish I wrote this song so it would really come from my heart. But God did so I don't have to. Addison Road's I Am Sticking With You Come on, it's me you're talking to There's something going on inside of you Don't have to say it, but I wish you would Cause it would be much easier You always hide behind yourself You walk a lonely road with no one's help I hate to break the news You're headed for a fall And if I have to jump Then I...

Study in Despair

enjoying a day and suddenly despair everything crashes down you don't understand why all the pain? why all the suffering? that a boy did nothing to be born with a sickness that racks his body *you stare *do you see? *your father holds you *would you fall? *do You understand? *because i don't Sin, there is not a word the hatred i feel for you you make me Sick you made my Love die i listened to your lies by grace, i am free but you want to rip people from me from my Father He did not deserve a death that tore His body *You gave *i throw it away *You sit by my Father *i am wretched *You know *i don't No It ends here I am done