Thoughts on Jesus and Life

God is amazing, plain and simple. I am severely blessed to have people in my life who I call friends, not to mention a God-fearing husband. One such friend told me, after I ranted about frustrations about God; that one, it was ok to be mad at God, and two, I needed to ask God who I was. I didn't want to do that. I have spent the past two years of my life trying to become less self-involved. Well, I ended up relenting and just asked. I figure there could not be any harm in it. The first thing I learned is that from the womb God has had His hand on me. My ear is a miracle unto itself, but I have already talked about that. That was about two weeks ago, so I continued to wait. Have you ever heard something clear as day from God? It is pretty amazing how it stops you completely. Nathan and I were driving to friends' apartment when God said to me, "Are you done." And it was a statement. I guess I got a look, because Nathan had to ask me what was wrong. I told him...

Soooo...it's been forever since I have written. First, marriage is an amazing thing to watch. I have been married two months now and I am still not used to it. There are some days when Nathan and I just look at each other and have to exclaim, "We're married!". It is a pretty crazy experience knowing you can never be apart from someone again. Having a husband has also brought many joys to my life. I had an ear doctor appointment today and I was 5 months overdue, and for those who know me that is really annoying. Of course, I had a ton of earwax and Nathan had to hold my hand while the tears ran down my cheeks...boo!! Then my doctor proceeded to call Nathan, underhandedly, a pansy. It was funny and for the very best reasons. But the unfortunate thing is that I have to go back in 2 weeks and get more cleaning done. Meanwhile, I have to use two different ear medicines. The best part is Nathan was hurt that he could not come to the second appointment, so we chan...