Thoughts on Jesus and Life

God is amazing, plain and simple. I am severely blessed to have people in my life who I call friends, not to mention a God-fearing husband. One such friend told me, after I ranted about frustrations about God; that one, it was ok to be mad at God, and two, I needed to ask God who I was. I didn't want to do that. I have spent the past two years of my life trying to become less self-involved. Well, I ended up relenting and just asked. I figure there could not be any harm in it. The first thing I learned is that from the womb God has had His hand on me. My ear is a miracle unto itself, but I have already talked about that. That was about two weeks ago, so I continued to wait. Have you ever heard something clear as day from God? It is pretty amazing how it stops you completely. Nathan and I were driving to friends' apartment when God said to me, "Are you done." And it was a statement. I guess I got a look, because Nathan had to ask me what was wrong. I told him...

Soooo...it's been forever since I have written. First, marriage is an amazing thing to watch. I have been married two months now and I am still not used to it. There are some days when Nathan and I just look at each other and have to exclaim, "We're married!". It is a pretty crazy experience knowing you can never be apart from someone again. Having a husband has also brought many joys to my life. I had an ear doctor appointment today and I was 5 months overdue, and for those who know me that is really annoying. Of course, I had a ton of earwax and Nathan had to hold my hand while the tears ran down my cheeks...boo!! Then my doctor proceeded to call Nathan, underhandedly, a pansy. It was funny and for the very best reasons. But the unfortunate thing is that I have to go back in 2 weeks and get more cleaning done. Meanwhile, I have to use two different ear medicines. The best part is Nathan was hurt that he could not come to the second appointment, so we chan...

So as Kelly was trying to get underneath the covers she stepped on my keyboard and made my blog page really small. And I am talking about the actual page, not the window. It is a little frustrating. Anyway, Nathan and I are having a hard time trying to find a song that describes us and I figured I would just write one. And OF COURSE I had a ton of thoughts last night, and have now none. It possibly could be because I am listening to music (specifically Paramore). So I really don't know why I decided to write this. I guess I can start thinking of my day. Well I had lunch with Ms. Lisa and then talked to Jon for a while, both were very pleasant. It was nice to actually see Ms. Lisa get frustrated about something for once (i.e. Crichton politics) and watching Jon imitate his new teacher and his frustrating rants about the same teacher was, well for lack of a better word, hilarious! I also have been pondering Twilight. Some things about it are still not making me happy. I kno...