Thoughts on Jesus and Life

So I revamped the page. After I realized I know absolutely nothing about myself. I wanted to think of myself as an iceberg. I have so much underneath the surface that no one ever sees, not even myself. I have cracks and flaws...ships have run into me. I have pieces missing...from the parts I have lost. I am harsh and cold to touch. I will leave you with a burn. Some venture close but few can handle it. I have hurt many through the guarding of ice around me. I am a mass of coldness just waiting in the still quite water. A mask of tranquility for the quite beast from underneath. Icebergs do not have dreams. They do not think of fairy tales and green fields. In fact, they do not think at all. They are a mindless slab of ice. I do not have dreams. I do not think of fairy tales and green fields. When I think, I am wrong. And this is the abysmal part of me, the evil that lurks beneath the surface. Like a glacier I have drifted away from the one I love.

So I have not written in 5 years! Ok not that long, but no really, it's been about 3 months. I am actually in the midst of writing my final paper for undergrad. It is going to be 20 pages long and I have 4 pages left!! YAY!! I am most happy that I will never have to be apart of Crichton again, although I will miss Dr. Jenkins classes. My favorite teacher has now left and I am thinking of going to Texas just so I can sit in on a few of his classes. I am in the process of trying to take prep courses for my GRE and then I will be applying for Grad school for next Fall! WHOO HOO!! Super Excited about that, I miss history classes already. I found out an interesting thing about myself, I am a Historical Sociologist. I am pretty sure I made up that term. It means that I like learning about people and cultures more than dates. My paper really helped bring it out as well. SUBJECT CHANGE! Sooo....Nathan is in South America and I had a terrifying experience in the car yesterd...